Tai Chi is not merely a martial art practiced by those who subscribe to a
dowist lifestyle, and it certainly isn't just exercise for the old guys
at the YMCA. Tai Chi is a way of life. A way of commanding one's body
toward health, relaxation, and a better quality of life and movement.
Tai Chi is moving meditation. Sure the art form teaches self defense and
can be a good workout but it is so much more. Everyone I know who has
really given tai chi a chance has a story of self exploration, healing,
or positive change.
Back in the states I
would attend classes under the wonderful Shifu Michael Paler (if you are
in Colorado Springs look up his school). Under Michael I learned so
many amazing things and each week/class was a new realm of discovery. It
was here in only a short 6 months I learned how to relax my body and
orient my posture. I learned technique and form.I learned how much
stronger and more flexible tendons and ligaments are than muscle. It was
in class that I finally learned how to quiet my busy mind. It was in
class I learned how to live and love more fully. Tai Chi taught me to
appreciate my slightly overweight frame I had always struggled to love.
It taught me to be thankful for my health and mobility.
When
I moved to Zambia I had grand notions of practicing my newly found art
form daily and continuing my journey on my own. Those hopes were quickly
crushed with a tiring PST regiment for the first 3 months, followed by a
hellishly hot season for the next 3 months in which I only wanted to
press against the cool concrete floor. With the circumstances pushing me
further and further from my original goal I was becoming a bit
disappointed in myself and my lack of discipline. Occasionally, I slept
wrong and my neck was a bit sore so I'd do some tai chi stretching to
loosen things up and relieve the pain but I wasn't doing my normal 30
minute warm-up and form. Occasionally, I still chastised myself for not
"practicing" more but I've come to realize that while I may not practice
my tai chi I instead live it.
Every day both consciously and unconsciously I put into practice the many aspects of tai
chi I worked so hard to learn. My form has changed from 24 count to the
every move of daily living. Bush living is demanding. We are subsistence farmers, teachers with limited resources, health workers
with no vehicles, skilled tradesmen with hand tools, we haul our water
from a river, fight the earth to bring forth food, and spend the days
making something from nothing. Ironically, because of this lifestyle
these kids know what I had to relearn in my mid 20's- how to use your
body. It sounds crazy and intuitive but it's not. Our western life has
us hunched over keyboards, lounging on a couch, or working out with
machines that aren't the best for our anatomy.
The
women here carry large loads on their heads often without hands, and
more commonly with a baby strapped to their backs. They are crazy strong
and usually pretty skinny. The math doesn't seem to add up, unless you
understand how to really use your body. In training PC cautioned us from
carrying water on our heads because there have been too many neck
injuries as a result. I've heard several PCVs tell me they don't carry
heavy things on their head because their neck muscles aren't strong
enough. Ironically, it has nothing to do with strength, it's all about
posture. I take all the misaligned kinks out of my body and simply let
gravity do the heavy lifting. I can carry loads on my head that I can't
even lift to my head. It is so incredible how our anatomy really works.
When you learn to relax all those tight muscles and let your tendons do
the work it becomes almost effortless. I still can't balance the buckets
of sloshing water like these incredible women but I have accomplished
my goal of carrying things like a local. As an added bonus they still
chuckle when I lift buckets up to my head to haul back from the river.
Carrying
things on my head was the major goal I wanted to accomplish through use
of tai chi but as I said before I find it's flowing into every aspect
of my daily existence. When I swing my braiser I rotate from my hips
instead of over extending my arm. I recently realized I can even
practice being "pung" while pouring my kettle. I squat
I-don't-know-how-many times per day, something that I couldn't have done
for more than a few seconds back home. I find myself tensing up when
dealing with frustrating people on buses but then I make a conscious
effort to relax. I wish I could say that made travel tolerable, which is
doesn't, but it does prevent me from the pain often associated with a
long crammed bus ride.
I was worried when I
came to Zambia about not having a chiropractor to see here but I've now
gone the longest period in my adult life without chiropractic care and
I've never felt better. The benefits of tai chi for both body and mind
are numerous and I can't imagine how much different my existence here in
the bush might have been without this knowledge. While my experience
back in the states was rejuvenating and even healing for some physical
ailments, here it is just down right necessary.
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